I WANNA GO TO DISNEYLAND AND MAD TEA PARTY NOOOWWWWWW!!!!
thankyou that is all.
I’m so sick of caring
I basically fell for someone and gave them my all even though i knew i fucking knew it was gonna lead to a disaster. and it did. and then when everything settled down and we were gonna be friends and live together and maybe the future would work out he gets into something much bigger than this small life and i am left. soooo i get hurt and then hurt and then stressed and cant hang with anyone and falling behind in school and then hurt again and all this im being a good person. Where is the good kharma in that? When is it coming and when will i get mine? im so done with this nonsense. i want to meet my other half. i thought i just did and i still feel like he is the one like he was made for me and it hurts so bad but maybe i was only supposed to meet him for a bit. idk i know this will past and things will get easier but im just so sick of it not being easy. i hate waiting, i hate trying, i hate stressing. i just want things to go well and easy for me for once like they do for others. just once? please?
Things turn to shit fast: a script segment
Valerie: Sometimes i think to myself,” Wow, the stuff i think has a lot of profundity in it.” And then i’ll think, “No, you’re just a judgemental asshole who likes to analyze everything.” Like, i’ll be walking at school and see all these kids with sunglasses on and i’ll be thinking,” Oh, they’re all using they’re sunglasses to shade themselves from the world and hide in their bubble and how sad” and blah blah. But then i’ll think, “Or maybe they just want to be able to see without the sun blinding them. Let people do what they wanna do, idiot!”. Yeah, my brain is basically at war with itself. I’m a complete walking contradiction. (laughs)
James: (laughs) Oh yeah?
Valerie: Yeah…of course it could be both ya know? Both sides of me are probably right. Shades of grey….God i’m weird huh?
James: (laughs) No, not at all actually.
Valerie: Really?
James: Yeah, i think the same way. It’s like an internal battle with myself. It’s frustrating. I told you this. About me living in the forest but then i’m such a city boy i just can’t seem to pick or feel where i belong. And then i go back and forth with which one is right or not. It sucks.
Valerie: Yeah! Exactly…..we have alot in common.
James: We do.
Valerie:….You like me.
James: (smiling) And what makes you say that?
Valerie: Because you do. It’s obvious.
James: Well, i bet i would like you.
Valerie: What do you mean?
James: If i really knew you i’m sure i could.
Valerie: But you do know me.
James: Not really. I know parts of you but not all.
Valerie: No you know me. This…is me. You’re just waiting for something more to come along. It’s not gonna happen.
James: Hm. That’s too bad.
Valerie: Why is that too bad?
James: I just hate to see potential go to waste.
Valerie: ……You’re an asshole.
epic glee
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