Across My Universe

so in love

Omg how can anyone love anyone else but Peeta. He is the opitimy of perfection and handsomeness and kindness and all that is good an right in the world….MRS. PEETA MELLARK 

Old friend

I miss you old friend. You really did bring sunshine in my life on some of the darkest days of my life. I’m sorry i could not do the same for you . I will never forget you. I wish i could do so many things differently. I wonder if they would even help. I wish you could have seen how amazing you were; how talented, and kind, and funny, and unique and lovely in every way. I’m glad for the times i stood up for you and embarrassed about the way i acted when we “dated”. I love that you were my first New Year’s kiss. I love that you were always there when i was by myself at a party. I do that alot and now whenever someone crosses my path like you did on those lonesome moments, i think of you and look at the sky. I see your house all the time and when i jog past, i am reminded of kissing in your room, and watching you play the drums. I remember being a definite third wheel when you were dating my bff and i liked you so much. I remember acting with you in the 8th grade play. You were the star and i was hardly a character. You told me you liked me and i turned you down. Wish i could take that back, surely. I first watched Monty Python and the Holy Grail with you and the cast. We were in choir together, sort of. I practically saw you daily for nearly 6 years and yet we never bonded as much as we did in my most depressing moments, the moments that make me truly grateful that you were my best friend and confidant and myspace top 8 and music guru and everything that is good and wonderful and kind. I miss you. this time of year is never easy and the thoughts of you linger. Please come visit my dreams when you have some time. Last time, you hugged me and it was wonderful. I hope to see you soon, old friend. 

Love, your old friend.